I’m still here…I think.
Well, it’s November and I’ve finally decided to post something. Actually, I need to bump that Breast Cancer awareness post down…October is long gone (breast cancer awareness is still very important however…ladies, keep checking “the girls!).
I really don’t know what to post…it seems that my blogging days are at an end. I really thought that I’d get back into the swing of things by now, but that hasn’t happened. It’s weird, several times a day…everyday…I think of things that I want to blog about. But, I never commit myself to writing them down. I don’t know what happened…maybe it has something to do with me constantly taking vacations from blogging…(damn writer’s block!)
I don’t know.
I’ve also stopped writing in my notebooks. I used to fill up at least three notebooks a month with random short stories and thoughts…can’t do that anymore either. I miss writing though, and I hope that I can get back to it one day. I wonder if writer’s block can become a permanent condition?
Seems that I’ve lost most of my readers too. I know that Ehav Ever is the only one that actually checks my blog out with any regularity…thanks for that Ehav. 
My boyfriend stops by my blog once in a while, ( I think…) he did tell me a couple of weeks ago that October was over and I needed to post something new. I just said okay, and promptly forgot about it like I normally do.
Hmmm…maybe I should start blogging about my not wanting to blog…that might prove interesting (to me at least). Might help me solve the problem, and help me get back to being the most exciting blogger in the blogosphere! LOL
I’ve been dreaming about my blog though (yes, it’s that serious), so I need to do something with it, ‘cause it be calling me!
Gotta ponder this a little more…
To whomever is reading this dreck…
Smooches!! 
Hello BC,
We haven’t forgotten about you. We’re still checking in to see what you’re doing. If the MyBlogLog members don’t sign in before visiting your site, our avatars don’t show up in the “Recent Visitors” box. Those of us who care about you will be here whenever you decide to start posting again. Unless you’re “getting paid” to blog, don’t worry about posting on a daily basis. Reading books and hanging out in bookstores will spark your imagination and inspire you to write. Doing something you’ve never done before will also get your ideas and creative juices flowing again. Hmmm. Remember, “Keep digging deeper so you can keep climbing higher than you thought was possible.” — Solomon
Much love and respect
Hi Manchild,
First let me say thanks for the advice and your comment (you are always so inspirational)!
I have a tendency to be a little melodramatic, at times…well, most of the time! But, I totally understand if I’ve lost a lot of readers and I’m not upset about it, I don’t think I’d visit a blog that’s never updated!